I never claimed that i would update this journal on a regular basis, and it has taken a back seat for a while.  Life has been so busy.  I work hard and play hard.  (though mainly work!)

I did apply for the job at school, the interviews were today, and I didn't get the job.  I'm a great believer in what will be will be.  I knew that if I didn't get the job there was a reason and another purpose to me than teaching.  I'm not interested in feedback, I'm not really that interested in (ahem) "furthering my career".  My wish is to adopt in the next 12 months.  Dave knows this...

The reason for applying was the fact that I need to make plans incase adoption didn't happen.  There's only so much twiddling of thumbs that one can do, and a permanent job would have really settled us financially too, meaning that when the time came, we would be so much more able for a child.  But money isn't the be all and end all.  We can afford a child in our lives, and we would like a child in our lives (though I'm still waiting for Dave to realise this... )

So, not getting this job has made our decision easier.  I'm going to start being serious about this adoption business now, and get on to it!

I've really appreciated the comments I've found here - so much wisdom and support - thank you.  Please come back and visit again.

You are very very right babes - evrything happens for a reason and maybe the reason you sisnt get this job is that there is a child somewhere in the not too distant future that needs you as its mummy. I really believe this - the child might not be born yet but the plan is already there waiting.
Good luck - i am here for you, have dealt with social services and adoption people a lot as we were a foster family when i grew up. Good luck and with a bit of luck and a twist of fate we can be yummy mummys together eh?!

a more deserving mammy will never be found darling girls (LL and WW). you are both so loving and caring and have so much to give. i'm crossing everything i can cross that your paths are paved with everything that is needed on the journey towards your baby. love you's. i cant give u any advice on adoption rach, i know someone that is doing it right now but i dont ask too many questions as i don't know her too well. but good luck sweetie.

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